THINGS CHANGE AND SO DO PEOPLE.


I go by Idaman.

If you say it one way it is a proclamation of pseudo-virility. Say it another way it becomes another language, and quite unmasculine - 'desire' or 'the desired'. I am in my early twenties, and according to those who claim to know better, my life is just about to start. I don't know what the past 2 decades or so is, if it's not life. Maybe that was rehearsal or something. I like to travel, read, write, dance and pretend. At the moment I am suffering an unsufferable phase of self-aggrandisement, premature maturity and lack of wit.

If you feel like you could help me out of this funk, please, write me at idaman.z@gmail.com.

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ARCHIVES

2009-04-14 - Leaving, in a way
2009-04-06 - Well, we know THAT one's going down the drain... PAH!
2009-03-30 - Damn you, Universe!
2009-03-21 - To the person in Morocco
2009-03-15 - fiction - for once
2009-02-23 - kawan kawan seperjuangan
2009-02-05 - Bold, bloody and resolute
2009-01-09 - lack of faith? try lack of idiocy!!
2008-11-23 - Tulis Melayu sebab tension
2008-10-16 - STILL young and dangerous!!! HAIYAHHHHHH
2008-10-07 - haram harem wtf
2008-08-04 - fly, you fools!
2008-07-24 - almost a fireball crashing to earth. almost.
2008-07-05 - derivatives
2008-06-28 - found my way back home
2008-06-06 - you can actually go home again
2008-05-12 - menari hingga terbit mentari
2008-04-28 - entry bodoh
2008-04-26 - don't don't change
2008-04-22 - keywords are key
2008-04-08 - buat projek
2008-04-03 - she said I said
2008-03-25 - Telan Bulan, atau, Maksud Rindu
2008-03-24 - HAIYAHHHHHHH
2008-03-14 - ode to a former lover
2008-03-13 - no, all my bases are belong to me!
2008-03-11 - syabas? ke tak?
2008-03-03 - spewspewspewrantrantrant
2008-03-02 - the update where I don't really tell you much
2008-02-17 - dreaming of dusk
2008-02-12 - show me the money
2008-02-04 - eyes dry and heart drenched
2008-01-28 - innest of illest injokes
2008-01-27 - where the hell are you, part 3
2008-01-15 - where the hell are you, part 2
2008-01-10 - where the hell are you, part 1
2008-01-04 - not exactly world of warcraft
2008-01-03 - encore, monsieur, encore
2007-12-28 - luck has nothing to do with it!
2007-12-23 - Luciana
2007-12-23 - in hibernation
2007-12-17 - 2 to the fighting 8th power
2007-12-08 - My life as a fake
2007-12-06 - be young & stupid, comrade!
2007-12-06 - cold!!!
2007-12-02 - FUD (Fear, Uncertainty & Doubt)
2007-11-30 - La Petite Morte (What’s a Little Death Between Us)
2007-11-29 - note in my pocket
2007-11-28 - how we met
2007-11-28 - an aborted plot
2007-11-23 - this is all there is
2007-11-14 - i am very sick.
2007-11-13 - asmara a la Perancis di Paris bahagian II
2007-11-09 - bucking against nothing
2007-11-06 - asmara a la Perancis di Paris
2007-11-04 - Boarding school, part I: Young Love
2007-11-04 - asmara a la Perancis di Sepanyol, Amerika Syarikat dan alam siber
2007-11-03 - a desperate offendress against nature
(that's Shakespeare, you fools!)

2007-10-24 - goodnight & goodluck
2007-10-23 - young and dangerous
2007-10-17 - for fuckssake
2007-10-15 - joyful joyful
2007-10-12 - Raya!
2007-10-09 - nota untuk sahabat handai
2007-10-08 - the house always wins
2007-10-08 - this is it


Past Ramblings

(For this month's kerdipan, click here )

Idamansari: A Whole Hell of Lot More Melayu than Before! Fuck.
September 2007


Eh, pretty much the same stuff.
August 2007


Sex Pistol: Generation Fornicationization
July 2007


Tell Me How to Play this Game.
June 2007


Healing & Probably Stronger than Ever: FINALLY!!
May 2007


Courting Madness, Still
April 2007


Courting Madness
March 2007


How to be Oblique
February 2007


Drowning: Attempt at Resurfacing
January 2007


Disappearance - Zero entries
December 2006

Degeneration
November 2006


Tiptoeing around a Broken Heart
October 2006


Disintegration
September 2006


Navigating the Orient
August 2006


Parisian Heartbreak
July 2006


Summer High
June 2006


In Remembrance: The Beginning of the End
May 2006



Graduating Blues
April 2006


Latin American Adventures
March 2006


Just Two Entries This Month, Folks.
February 2006


New Year, New Discoveries: The Cheat Cheated
January 2006


Wandering Scholar in the Levant: Mesr Umm Dunya
December 2005


Three Entries!
November 2005


Stuck on Arabian Shores? Call 1-800-MY-CAMEL!
October 2005


Grappling with Personal Monsters: Can You Go Home Again?
September 2005


Inane Updates: Husk of a Mind, Maybe?
August 2005


Wanderlust: Ole Espana, Salaam et Bonjour Maroc!
July 2005


Bella Italia: A Pseudo-American in Rome
June 2005


Bitten by the Travel Bug: Living la Dolce Vita
May 2005


Comprehending Comprehension: Make me Undertsand!
April 2005


Feminist Mumbo-Jumbo: I will do the Voodoo on you Boy
March 2005


"Was this body, frail and weak in appearance
but indestructible in reality,
atually made out of nothing?" - S.Lem, Solaris

February 2005


Sex Addict: A Nympho reveals herself
January 2005


Home is where the Heart is
December 2004


Election: The Blue Donkey's hopes
November 2004


Questions and Pseudo-Answers
October 2004


Subpar Fiction: the Quest for Authorship.. HAH!
September 2004


Politics of Gender: How Ida Got Her Groove Back
August 2004


Nostalgia Malaya: Stories of Young Love
July 2004


Laws of the Universe and other stories:
June 2004


Desert Fauna and Gender Dysphoria:
May 2004


Frustration, Sex and General Dissatisfaction:
April 2004



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