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I like to travel, read, write, dance and pretend. At the moment I am suffering an insufferable phase of self-aggrandizement, premature maturity and lack of wit. If you think you can help me out of this funk, write me at idaman.z@gmail.com

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asmara a la Perancis di Sepanyol, Amerika Syarikat dan alam siber
2007-11-04


Summer 2006

Four days came and went and suddenly the end arrived.

As the minutes flew by all I could feel was his lips and the soft brown of his hair and my bleeding heart, all the things that fill the coming year and I ached from the looming absence of his presence. We didn’t say good bye; there were only kisses and longing and clawing and desire and sadness at La Guardia, where he didn’t care for the staring eyes and all I could say was Je t’adore, Joël, je t’adore, and his words were too fast and all I could comprehend was that he would miss me, ma belle, while my heart raced a million miles a second as we turned away from each other and I didn’t look back like we promised.


October 2007

Joël: You realize we didn’t meet up this summer.

Ida: Yes.

Joël: We have to double up next time.

Ida: Double up, eh? Sounds like a plan.

Joël: That time in New York, that was good, no?

Ida: Very good.

Joël: The aftermath is a bit rough, though.

Ida: For a moment I was convinced I was in love with you.

Joël: Same here. Our parting at the airport was really something.

Ida: (Laughter). It sure was. I don’t think I’ve ever kissed anyone that hard.

Joël: So when shall I see you next, beleza?

Ida: Well, Christmas is coming, but I’m sure that’s probably hard for you to swing.

Joël: True. Summer’s much better for romance, anyway. How about Paris?

Ida: No, you’ll have home-court advantage.

Joël: (Laughter). No I wouldn’t!

Ida: India? How about India? Or other parts of Asia we’ve both never been.

Joël: Sounds good. I don’t want to stick out too much though.

Ida: Well, if that’s the criteria, we’re limited to North America, Europe, certain parts of South America, and Australasia.

Joël: Plenty of space. But I want to go to Asia. Malaysia? KL?

Ida: No, please.

Joël: Why not?

Ida: I don’t want to be a tour guide.

Joël: (Laughter). OK.

Ida: Take off your shirt.

Joël: (Laughter). What the hell? Where did that come from?

Ida: I want to see you.

Joël: You see me! You have a dirty mind.

Ida: Of course I do, Frenchie.





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